Every time I start to feel better about myself, start to feel like life is worth living, like I'm finally digging myself out of this hole... somebody goes out of their way to make me feel like garbage. They don't even stop to think about it, they just see that I'm hurting, and they pounce. Like hyenas. I had a shred of self-confidence yesterday, but someone took that away from me almost immediately. For no reason. They just though it'd be fun. I'm so tired of this constant tide out of depression then right back in. It feels so hopeless. I'm broken. Some part of me is gone, and I'm never getting it back. I used to be a normal human, but now I'm just fulfilling basic functions. Eat, sleep, repeat. Every day. I have no ambition, nothing I want from life anymore. I've got no talents or interests, absolutely no promise. I'm not special in any way, shape, or form. Unless you count being utterly average in everything. I'm so tired.