So I have been depressed over my weight these past couple of years. I keep gaining weight even though the doctor says I am healthy. My gynecologist suspected that I have PCOS because I have all the symptoms, but my blood tests came back negative. I even worked with a trainer for two years and ended up gaining 20 pounds. Lately I have decided that I want to walk more and set myself a goal of walking 70,000 steps every week. I have tried running and other exercises, but I find all of them boring. Walking is the only thing that interests me. I was a feeling pretty good about my goals as I don't feel a rush to lose weight. If I can just lose 2 lbs a month, that would be great.

Then today my admin at work feels the need to point out that I am gaining weight and that I should lose weight. What the bleep lady? Why do people feel that my weight is any of their business? Is just makes me so angry right now. Its lunch time and I am too scared to eat. She threw my mind into a complete loop. I just had to write something because I feel so mad and depressed. I am starting to hate this work environment more and more each day.