i have been trying so hard to do what everyone else thinks is right to do but i cant be honest with myself and say that i agree i have been trying so hard to ignore what i think about the situation but i cant keep lying to myself i am scared and i do think this medication will/is hurting me and i do want it out of me desperately but i stopped complaining because i gave up trying to fight the doctors cause i thought it would get me out faster but it is not doing anything i dont know what to do.