Hi Bizi,

I have a few more minutes to respond now.
You had written about the support here, which had caused me to try PC and I am grateful to you! The other site has lovely people there, just not enough support there for me, too. I think you know how I feel about you.

Although I am feeling better than I was, I feel I am in a kind of "limbo," on the edge of both hypo and depression.

I can relate to your description.

I know you don't prefer talking with your pdoc; just wondering if a med adjustment might help?

I wish this was about simply choosing happiness. We can do some things to try to influence mood; yet, there are many factors involved.

I'm just "awakening to" several major elements in my life that have needed attention and I have been blinded to them. It feels a bit overwhelming to "discover" these now, knowing they've been allowed to "slide" for so long now. yet the sooner I get a handle on them the better! However, knowing this does not help the immense inertia I feel, wondering if I can face it all and have the motivation to attend to it all, even if taken step-by-step.

I certainly feel for you!


WC