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Old Sep 09, 2016, 01:35 PM
Anonymous49071
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Hello Singer47: The Skeezyks offers his best wishes for great success with you efforts. Please keep us apprized of your progress!
Thank you, Skeezyks! It is so good that someone was interested!

So far I will say that I have done, not excellent, but well enough. I have managed to eat every fourth hour (think it was healthy food).

I have been very tired and have had to sleep much, 9 or 10 hours last night.

The one problem I felt was most difficult to begin to make a habit of was ignoring intrusive thoughts. They kept repeating themselves, but I managed to not give into them.

My problem is that I get an idea and follow it often when I cannot. Let's say that I have decided to go for a walk, but right before I'm about to leave, I get the idea that perhaps I need to find out about this or that (may be about, as an example, a car I am going to buy in two years if I can afford it, or about a trip I want to take later). That can take me to the Internet and after using a lot of time on finding what I looked for, I feel tired and have to drop what I really wanted to do, in this case: the walk. After that I become sad, more depressed and full of self blame.

I hope that ignoring thoughts that drag me away from what I want to do and have to do in the here and now, will make weaker the urge to follow them, disappear and hopefully the intrusive thoughts will disappear as well.