I have just finished writing it and anxiety is killing me again because of entities. They don't mind too much about me posting here since it's a safe place, like the safe place thread, but they know I want to tell this to my psychiatrist so they don't like it anymore. They know I can only tell him these things in written English and not in my mother tongue, they know that's why I am writing it here.
I am not that free but I am MORE free
than before.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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