Yeah, internet was a good and bad thing for me. Good for me when I wanted to access healing meditations, spread sheets for dbt but then it became a bad thing whenever I was impulsive and told Facebook and the world every personal and stupid thing that was going on. It also wasn't very wise someone as vulnerable and fragile as me to go to a camgirl site. You know why because I was already vulnerable and when your that depressed you no longer try and protect yourself you just do what others ask you to do. That is why my psychiatrist is concerned that sexually I am vulnerable because he knows how I tend to just act on every impulse even if I know it is bad for me.