I am sorry you are going through this.
My life has been changed by: Latuda-- the new Latin dance craze!
Latuda has been a lifesaver for me. I have had treatment-resistant depression and C-PTSD related dissociation. I used to refuse this class of drugs. I then tried a few. Seriously, I was more than ready to quit life and Latuda has caused me to feel somewhat hopeful. Although things are far from perfect, this is the best summer I have had in 15 years or so.
I only hope it does not poop-out on me!
Maybe you have tried Latuda?

WC