I haven't been here to reply to your posts, but....
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[I'm really sorry if I sound like I'm faking it, because I feel that I'm not really worthy of anybody's help....... sorry, anxiety...sorry!]

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I know how that feels, and just because you made that statement without even reading more, I believe you. (because i've had lots of problems with even psychiatrists and counselours not believing me because i did not fit their views on what I was saying to be, was true... *shrugs*) But you ARE worthy people's help... That's what we're here for
And that's what the counselours and people are there for.. (granted some may just be in it for the money but a lot of them are there because they want to care.)
*big hugs*