Well... the Skeezyks hasn't ever received an actual diagnosis. But I've certainly struggled with depression, as well anxiety & some other stuff, all my life. I'm suicidal every hour of every day. I've made several previous attempts... a couple of them serious.

Barring something unforeseen, I think I'm at a point where I'm willing to simply let nature take its course... since I'm getting older now. But you never know... I will want to die for the rest of my life. That's really no way to live though. So, I send warm hugs your way, NoGreaterLove, with the hope that you might be able to find deep peace within...