I feel today alone. Like, that I'm losing myself in my mind and my fantasies and don't have anyone whom to share my life or my desires. That my hobbies are made that no one of the people I know can like them or understand them and that it's me who is closing the walls and letting life pass by.

I don't know why I felt so alone suddenly, but I... well I tried to make friends online but I barely put an effort, to be honest. Work, health, worries came and I just forgot about it or maybe I found it very uncomfortable.

So, hi everybody. My Name is Nimitri and I think I'm a nice guy to know.