I'm so afraid of going to the doctor or making blood exams because I think I'm going to get diabetes or cancer or something horrible that will destroy my life.

Making presentations make me feel horrible. Right now I have to make a presentation with my kids for their parents. It's the beginning of the semester, it's very easy yet I can't stop thinking that I'm going to fail and lose my job and not find anything else because this is the only thing I had found in over a year.

I'm terrified of being poor. Of working 12 hours a day to live below poverty line, stressed and sick, without being able to sleep, having severe stomach-ache, diabetes, and pressure problems, with no money to pay for my therapy of my medicines and not being able to help my mother (if she isn't dead already). Just even reading about poverty problems in America stress me out and even writing this make's I want to curl and cry for this probable but unlikely future.