It sounds like you and your T both learned some things about each other today. I'm really proud of you for telling him about the pencils and the hug!!! What courage!! It does seem like a lot to process right now. I also think it's really great you know you can share your current/poet self. We are all made of so many pieces, good, bad, old, new.....it's nice to know you can put all of those out there with your T if you need/want to.