Every time I have a couple of really good days I start to feel like things at home are going pear shaped. This morning there is a lot of aggression from my hubby, he annoys us on purpose to try and get a laugh somehow. He will be nasty to me and my daughter will tel him to stop it. Then if I tell him to just leave me he'll get the kids on his side agianst ME. I feel so frustrated because I am trying to keep calm, relaxed and happy. He will slate me in front of the kids and look 'the poor me'.
Everyone seems to want him to stop this behaviour, he refuses to stop irritating people even if we ask him to stop. If anyone else does it he goes mental and starts swearing and is completely unreasonable.
We are struggling for money, when we shop he just picks out stuff he likes, if I put anything in the trolley there is a price tag on it. Sometimes this triggers me, as guilt is an everyday feeling and i'm trying to stop feeling guilt all the time. If I mention it I just get a put down.
Why can't anything be easy.
Jin xoxoxoxox
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