So this kinda goes along with an observation that I received from one of the facilitators at my drumming group, who gives readings to people, a couple weeks ago she did a reading for me and told me "You can't keep holding onto the chrysalis". I told t that I felt like my relationship with her is that chrysalis - it has been the agent of change, where I turned into a butterfly, but that butterfly can't fly if it holds onto the chrysalis. That's when we started talking about taking a break again, and I got all triggery about 'taking a break' not giving me the closure I want blah blah blah and so I haven't taken a break yet. That chrysalis is damned sticky!!! I guess training wheels are too...