When I am in the depressive side of things I am easily irritated, and annoyed. I have to really try to select my words as I will say things that are insulting or hurtful to people around me if they are getting on my nerves. I don't intend to attack them or hurt them, but my mood can be so gritty and cynical that I cutting words just flow from my mouth. So yes I may not remember saying something so rude, because I may have dialed down what I was going to say.
As far as my triggers for those attacks. Pretty much if somebody wont leave me alone, or pushes an issue while I am in that mode then I will get nasty with them. I go into isolation to protect their feelings as well as mine.
Last edited by mindwrench; Sep 10, 2016 at 09:01 PM.
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