So I'm one month sober after a Sui attempt and IP. For the last four years I was addicted to suboxone and alcohol on and off. I did and took anything just to not feel. Like pink Floyd would say... I was comfortably numb. In IP I started geodon and I'm doing great on it. But usually meds would dull my emotions too. Well not lately. I cry at everything now. I had to change the channel because a documentary on 9/11 was upsetting me. Im also working on my anger which is a problem I've always had. When I feel now, I feel with a passion. I can feel my heart breaking. It's not fun but I guess I have to get used to it for the sake of my sobriety. I'm not saying this is bad... It's healthy to feel, to cry, to see things in the light for once.

I guess this is more of a rant. Thanks for reading!