Yes. That my brain won't STFU! Around and around and around despair and fear and inferiority and decline and frustration and just altogether hopelessness. And yeah, THAT too. Won't go into it for triggering reasons. Don't worry, I won't.
Oh, and BDd is flared up good.

Just medded for solid knock out. Don't need zero sleep again. 3:30 am. It's not so much the hour, it's the rumination. It just won't stop!

oh please, oh please....