You will get it back, I am also a vomit writer, it drives my wife(proofreader) crazy. She always tells me that I need to slow down and keep my grammar mistakes in check so that I can follow my thoughts.
I go through spurts where I can develop characters and plot lines in one sitting, shoot I have a whole short story completed in my head, but when I go to put on the page. The blank white page just eats my thoughts, its like the blankness wins out over my thoughts.
The only way I have found to combat this is to jack myself up on caffeine and hope. That doesnt always work. I hope you find your passion again.
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BP1
OCD
General Anxiety Disorder
Meds:
Clonazapam 1mg 2x daily
Lamictal 50mg
zyprexa 5mg
Prazosin 3mg for night terrors
Best of all I am off of the opiate replacements finally, no more methadone
Almost Famous:
William:
"Penny I need to get this interview and go home"
Penny Lane : "Poof! you are home."
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