I had to spend a lot of time talking about it with my T. It was hard to work through. Talking to him helped, prayer helped. And of course time. I made the decision because I was afraid my boyfriend would leave me and I would die. The fear was all consuming and totally borderline. But once I got married to him the guilt of what I had done fell on me. Regret. Sigh. After awhile I started hating my hubby for making it all happen. Not a good situation. Yeah, I spent a lot of time talking about it with my T.
Carrie