I agree with Ripose that people with MI feel emotions very deeply.
Sometimes that can truly be a curse and we all find ways to deal with.
Sometimes they are not healthy ways as we all know.
I am going on a bit here because I really want to offer some sound advice
but I am not sure I have it to offer.
RXQ you are correct that we need to see things clearly but I am still trying
to figure out what that is for folks like us that deal with MI.
I am happy for your sobriety and we are all here for you. I wish you happiness.
Sorry for going on like this in no real direction.