Good philosophy, Stuck1nhead. I'm trying to oust these feelings out of my mind. I think the new meds are not working, because I remember that before meds started about o20 years ago, I was angry all the time. Then for 20 years, I wasn't. Now I am again since the new meds. I'm trying to get into see my new pdoc. He's actually the pdoc I had before the organization moved him to a different clinic without informing me that's where he went. I would have followed him then. It's taking a while to get things back in order for me at the clinics.