I had myself Baker Acted at the begining of this week, the diagnosis is Major Deppressive Disorder. I am taking wellbutruin xl and my whole body feels numb. I have read the side effects but did not see anything about that. I used to be a very happy person, I did not express my emotions very well. Being in that hospital with other people really made me think about the life I live. I keep asking myself "Why did this happen to me?" I realize that God does not give you anything in your life that you can't handle. I am sure that this is a battle that He is sure that I will make it through. I have been seperated from my wife for a month now. She did come to the family session and that made me feel like she does want us to work ourselves out. I truly love my wife with all my heart and it is tough for her to go through this right now. But again I think God does not give us more than we can handle. I must tell myself "This too shall pass." Any help would be appreciated.