Hello (((MOUSE))). I really am sorry that you are suffering at this time. I want to tell you something that I hope YOU will always remember Mouse. If you had one chance to do something that you have wated to do for a long time, would you want someone to STOP you from doing what you have been planning for a long time? I sincerly feel that you would not want someone to interfere with you having time off or a vacation when it is warranted and needed. Your therapist is not abandoning you or anyone else, she needs a vacation and a break to do things for herself at this time. That is very admirable that your therapist is TAKING a break to come back and be able to focus on her main career as a therapist, and possibly be a better therapist from getting a well needed BREAK>I can understand that you love your therapist and you are concerned for her welfare in being gone for a break but maybeyou should write this down to help you manage while she is away and try to shed a positive light that she will be coming back and she will be a better person for getting a break.Maybe you can do something positive and go get a nice card or two to share with your therapist for when your therapist comes back, so you can feel that you are doing something mature and nurturing for yourself, and improve the relationship between you and your therapist. Nothing feels better than being remembered Mouse when you are gone. Take care Mouse. Soidhonia