I feel like the depression continues for me. I don't know if it's circumstantial or if this is something that's natural. I saw a movie last night that was a disappointment, though there were some good parts in it. I thought that it was a movie that I could relate to. It tuned out that there was just a little bit that I could relate to.

I went to church this morning. I took it upon myself to go to where they serve refreshments. I felt intimidated to do it, but I pushed myself. I just couldn't get with it with the other people there. The other people were OK but I felt like they knew each other very well. I drove home feeling distraught and wondering why I keep on sabotaging myself socially.

My friend had called while I was gone and he told me something (related to my result I got from the Medical Lab that I mentioned previously) that was supposed to be helpful to me. It didn't seem that helpful at all. I'm also going though feelings that it seems like everyone else is doing better in life than I am. I know it's not true, but it seems like it.