I agree with what the other members are saying.

I know if I wasn't on meds (I started again last year after having to go into a PHP program, after 4yrs w/o meds), I would be a hypomanic/manic/psychotic mess, and I get euphoric hypomanias that turn into what I found out last year and at the beginning of this year are dysphoric suicidal manias. So I have to stay on my meds to prevent all this, and go to therapy to help work through my issues. It's hard and some days I don't want to continue with treatment, but for now I have to.