Thanks for the replies! I took a break from PC for the weekend, and am just now getting caught up. She did explain it to me. I understand. I just hate it when Ts make decisions that they believe is in your best interest, without bothering to ask for any input from US. The clients. I knew what she did when I started with her, and up until now she's remained so consistent, and truly very caring. I'm sure she still does care. I'm sure she felt awful when I stormed out of the room. In fact, she called T1 right away to explain what had just happened. T1 told me in an Email over the weekend that she warned T3 this might happen, so T1 knew about it before I did. T1, who isn't particularly fond of T3, has told me she has seen much improvement in my sessions since I started with T3.

I cannot afford massage. I went to reiki for awhile and enjoyed it, but I couldn't afford to keep doing that either. T3 is a licensed massage therapist as well. She does some light massage and energy work. That's her trademark. She said she is the ONLY body-centered psychotherapist in my state. I just may look to see if that's true. When I was looking for Ts when I was so hurt by T1, I started with T2, who is CBT. Aside from a brief hug at the end of the session, there has been no touch whatsoever. And I'm fine with that! What I'm NOT fine with is getting comfortable with someone, and their modality, just to have them change things on a whim. Yes, something happened a week ago, where, in a way, my trust and body was somewhat violated. It was not traumatic for me though, although I was angry/irritated. But it was my husband. She thought the bodywork would be too triggering for me now. Apparently she talked to three different mentors about me. I wish she'd have talked to me and asked me what I thought. I have canceled my sessions with her this coming week, and we'll see about the week after.

T3, I was quite sure, was "the one." But now I see she's quite capable of pulling the same crap T1 did, and I just can't handle that. I have had a pretty rough weekend.