So, I have this idea that I'm hallucinating everybody and everything in my life, except, of course, me. It's really weird, and I sometimes I fully believe this notion and when someone says something to me, I kind of go along with the thought and it's like...you're not real, why are you here? But I have to stop myself.

I know I disassociate a lot, but this somehow feels different. Kind of like when I am trying to go to bed (like last night) and there's something falling on the coffee table in my room that I don't think physics should explain, I know there's someone in my room messing with my stuff. And it's probably the clown that used to live under my bed when I was a kid (though I was told he was only in my head).

I keep getting these random premonitions that something bad is going to happen and images keep popping up in my head that there's a clown or a person going to break in and kill me. Idk, it's really weird and kind of scary and keeps me up at night.

I was once diagnosed as schizoaffective, but now only have a diagnosis of bipolar II. Things seem to be getting worse, especially since I'm not on medication. In any one's experience, are psychotic features an actual thing in patients with bipolar II?