Oh god, I feel for you. I recently got akasthisia on geodon, and it was pure hell. At first we just upped the geodon as I had started in in the midst of a mixed state.("maybe I'm getting worse and need more meds") Then we started treating the akasthisa,think TONS of Ativan and Benadryl while staying ON the geodon hoping the side effect was temporary. Naturally the akasthisia kept getting worse and worse. Then... I stopped the geodon on my own and told my doctor(or rather the fill in doctor because my doctor was gone for all of this) She put me on blood pressure medicine and two days later I was better. But of course I was depressed and exhausted and angry.

I'm so sorry you are going through this. My heart goes out to you