My parents are fighting about money again, honestly I'm just so tired right now. There's never any food in the house, my mother continues to argue with me, my dad is still an asshole. Things will never change, my life keeps going around in circles, my moods are constantly cycling, when will it end? I hate it so much. I've been depressed for months, barely hanging on by a thread. Between struggling with bipolar and my family just exacerbating the situation my energy is gone. I'm alive but been dead inside for years now.

Edit: so I threw some stuff in my room and now my mum is screaming for me to go to the asylum. I'm not threatening them, I'm just angry and releasing the built up rage. Gosh I hate them.