I have my first session this week with T and I'm incredibly nervous! We exchanged emails regarding boundaries...outside contact mostly. I can tell she's going to be stricter with me this time and I can already feel myself getting p****d off even though I put forward most of the boundaries. What is that about?!

One thing that is bugging me now I think of it is something she said. "We can discuss possible further boundaries when we meet." Like what? The only issue we had was outside contact. The one other thing I can think of that she will take away is touch (hugging). If she suggests that it will be a big game changer. I'd even consider not seeing her again if she took that away. So much is changing this time and I don't think it would be fair for her to take away hugs too.
I don't know why these feelings are surfacing and I'm just rambling now and probably sound like a child but it's playing on my mind. I just needed somewhere to leave this 'stuff' and some support or insight would be much appreciated.