Thank you all for your kind words of support! There has been a stunning turn in events that came just in time. I came very close to not making it through the weekend, I'll leave it at that. The good news is I got the job I wanted, this has been a very, very long process and quite a stressful time. I made it. I'm so relieved and happy right now, I've just in been in tears since I got the good news. I can't believe I made it. What a relief.

CANDC: ECT would have been a very last resort because of the memory loss would have a severe impact on my profession. With that said, I highly recommend anyone going through treatment resistant depression to look into ketamine infusions, this really does work. This is sort of a new thing so there's not a lot of clinics out there. Do some research, you will be amazed at all of the positive results. Thank you so much for posting these resources.

If anyone has questions about this kind of therapy, please PM me. It does work and in my situation it did make a major improvement but my situational issue is what nearly did me in. I will help you any way I can to provide you with info on the treatments.

http://www.ketamineadvocacynetwork.o...ussion-forums/

Kindly,
nutters