I guess ... he can be so sweet sometimes tho ... today he told me i worry too much ... sigh.

he has been an awesome outlet when i have been really down lately. i guess that is it. he knows more about my bad times than most people and he hasn't run away. in fact he says that is why he wants to know me, cos we have very little small talk ... it goes both ways ...

but alex you are very sensible and i know u are right in a lot of ways ... emotionally i still feel something for him ... stupid men