I take it before bed, but last night I decided to go back to taking it 12 hours before I needed to be awake because I have been having trouble staying awake the past two weeks and I was afraid of possibly falling asleep on the job
Also, my Zoloft got bumped up to 100mg around the end of July and I've noticed the extra sleepiness started around the same time. And yes, the dreams.
I've been less emotional and no paranoia like I had a time or two between coming back from my vacation and upping my dose. I'd say I've been 'happy' with just lazing around like I did last week, aside from feeling guilty that I should be doing something more productive or feeling frustrated that I either slept through some of the time I had to play WoW last week or just chose not to because I didn't want to sit up at the desktop and wanted to curl up on the bed instead. I'm not sure if the change is helping at all with the anxiety and depression aspect of it. I'm also afraid to change anything else because who knows how much worse things could get. And things now are not ideal, but bearable if I have to do it. I almost feel like I should wait for emergencies to change anything again so soon after last time.

I quit smoking marijuana just over 9 weeks ago. I thought it was supposed to make me feel better, not worse. They say marijuana causes anxiety, but now I don't have it to help me relax and feel calm. I still feel anxious. I could really go for a bowl or a bong rip right now with friends that help me feel safe, but I'm trying to better myself and my family line instead. I hope it will be worth it. We never know who is lying and who is telling the truth these days.

And Damn it all. I'm sitting in the dark on my bed and I just wanted to play my Cross Stitch app for a few minutes as I fall asleep, but my tablet's WiFi is messed up now. It worked fine this morning, but not it is not connecting because it wants the password again or something. It wouldn't be hard to fix I think, but then I would have to go back in the other room where the light and the tv and my husband and our big dog are. And this was my time to desensitize and unwind! I swear someone or something out there does not want me to relax before tomorrow lol. I'm still sticking with it! I'm going to have to be fired before I give up after being shoved this far along. Take that life!