Thanks all.

I think with a lot of my previous therapists it was easier as I either didn't like them or like them enough, but never clicked as friends with them. With this therapist it's much different. I've let her know that I need more therapist then friend and she's fine with it. Just sucks for me, seems like when ever I get to know someone who I click with, they ghost me, move away, or there is some roadblock. At least I have two. Just shouldn't have picked someone that I knew would end up ghosting me at some point.

And I just wanted to add to something Mysterious153 said, with therapists it's different. I want never go back one day, or if I do need it in some way, I can be comfortable with any therapist. I don't want my current and I to be best buddies, but afterwards lunch a couple times a year would be nice, that is something I do with one of my old high school teachers when I go visit the town I went to HIgh school in. And I know a few others that still visit with old teachers/professors years afterward.