Hi these parts few weeks been really hard for me. last school year i lost a friend ,we cannot longer talk ,we can only say hi and wave. and that broke my heart. I baiscly crashed into suicidal depression. and from this day on we are still apart and feels like we are going more apart which breaks my heart. yeserday i got him mad i talked to him and he did not answer and today he just said hi and nothing elese. i been crying all day. I am on 60mg of cymbalta and thats not helping. what should i do? i cired over the little things. do i have serve depression ?