I pride myself on being a critical thinker, and having a rational mind and a great capacity for logical thought. That said, I have always been able to look at my life from the outside, and observe and make judgements about it. I would need tangible evidence for a good portion of this to say, yes that is real if I were looking at me from the outside. I know it is real, or at least what I observe has occurred, though maybe for different reasons than I think. There may be benign reasons behind things I have witnessed. I forgot to mention the lady at walmart yesterday, who kept looking at me, and started to walk towards me a few times. Like she was debating about assaulting me right there in the store. She was visibly disgusted with me, but I have never seen her before in my life. Maybe she is suffering with some kind of disorder, or I look like someone else. Or maybe she thinks something horrible about me that is not true. But why? Waht is the benefit in making a stranger hate me and glare at me? It's not the first time, and it's the second time in the last few weeks at walmart.