I know it should not be the only way to post here.But what I want now is find somebody to talk to. I am a person who find hard to trust people around me in reality. I get used to fake a smile , know how to make people happy with me, but I still dont know how to take care of my self, the little me inside my heart, that I feel so painful to live.

It was just like I am a fighter in a marathon, I tried hard in so many battlefields, strike to survive, but it's too tired to stand up again to fight...