Thank you KarkiOxygen. I hope you feel better too. I was not sure what you meant when you said this: "Maybe there is some reason that you can't find your old therapist?" But I am figuring it out. I might go back to my old therapist. Maybe that is what you meant. Too much change is making me crazy. I've lost my best friend as well, and it's all just too much. I am wanting to volunteer, but things keep falling through with the places I apply to. I will volunteer eventually. I found this in a google search: The Stress-Depression Connection | Can Stress Cause Depression? It was helpful.