Hey Rayne, I replied in your other thread re: the last job and how crazy that was.

I'm so sorry it's affecting you. You have every right to be mad!

For how you're feeling now... sometimes I find it helps to break this into very small tasks. For me, finding something small that's not overwhelming to think about and do is the key, and it helps me get up and take action. Usually, once I actually start to make progress on something and mentally engage with it - it helps the break the spell a bit.

I don't know if this will work for you, but part of what helps me is engaging the logical part of my brain. It helps get me out of the emotional side, and helps me be functional, I guess?

Hang in there. I hope you get some resolution with your last job, and get the money that that woman owes you (sooner, rather than later!) and that things work out well for you with the waitress job. When do you start?