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Originally Posted by venom0706
I am 23 and my mother passed away a few days ago (at age of 57).
I feel simply terrible. Nothing like that had ever happened to me before. I was too young when both my grandfathers and grandmothers passed away. Learning that and having to go to the funeral was devastating for me.
And I'm starting uni again next week so I have to get my stuff together really soon. I can't postpone it due to finances being on the move. Right now, I feel terrible...
And to think that the last 2 times we spoke on Skype only for couple of minutes (we rarely spoke more than 4-5 minutes a week for the last 2 years). Last 2 calls she wanted to talk to me out of our arranged talking time (I live abroad) because she missed me and I simply ignored her. We had a very complicated family and I was being too cold to her in the last couple of years. I wish I wasn't that cold to her, she didn't deserve it...
I now feel empty.
Just wanted to share that... Thank you for the spent time.
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I am very sorry you have lost your mother. I lost mine when she was 73 and I was 46. It's always so hard to lose your mother the one who you once were close to. I wasn't as close to my mom any more when she passed and I had my reasons. Yet, it is a very hard loss none the less. If you can try to go to a grief support group. I did and it helped me a lot. I didn't go right away but a bit later. Allow yourself to feel whatever comes naturally as there are many feelings and phases of grief. Here is a link that I hope will help:
Stages of Grief: How to Cope With Grief and Loss
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