Deep seated grief will want you to numb it all away.
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Originally Posted by RamblinClementine
Hey All,
This isn't a new problem with me but I keep having to confront it. I think I have a few things going on-definitely overeating, definitely a compulsive spender, and definitely a problem drinker. For instance, this weekend I had 5 drinks one night and 3 the next, despite taking 100mg of Zoloft daily. I know this is bad.
I don't have a lot of close friends but I do live with my boyfriend. He claims that I don't have a drinking problem. I saw myself in the mirror today and I think this is the heaviest I've ever weighed, besides other less obvious problems that come with my drinking.
Today is my second night not drinking this week and I've noticed I'm pretty bummed out all day. I keep thinking about having a drink. I know if I keep not drinking it will be easier but once I start drinking I kind of can't stop. I am looking here for support. Thank you.
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