i'd say the biggist diffrences for me are losing my family (i was probably going to anyway, but this made it final), not being able to work,, a lot more hospital visits, the unpredictable moods, the ever present issues with sleep, being unable to make friends as easily and just more general chaos.

just what i need in what was an all ready screwed up life.

how many times have you attempted on your life, and how were you feeling at the time?