Thank you very much for your message artchic528!

Yes this whole gender identity thing is for sure a very complex subject, that's why I try to not follow any set up rules because that's what everybody claims to be true...
I try to focus only on how I feel and who I personally want to become.

And I think I have finally realized that I was behaving in a certain way so I could please others, just like you said. I focused only on me for the last weeks, and I feel like transition is what I really need. I am happy now, I'm not letting negative thoughts overwhelm me, and transition just seems like the step that I need to take to finally break free.

I am definitely going to think about it more, give myself a couple more months to decide, and see where it goes.

But for now I feel like it's the best thing to do