Well, I really screwed up last night. Yesterday afternoon was a bit better than the morning. I didn't feel like a drugged zombie, just an extremely tired person. So my husband and I decided I would try taking my meds as soon as I got home from work. Well I went to pick him up after I got off at 5, but his boss ended up holding him late. I stayed there until 6 when he told me he didn't know when he'd be done. So I went to run the errand we were going to do and took the milk and frozen food I bought home. It was 6:30 when I got home and I was really hungry by then, so I took my medicine and ate pizza rolls that I have been craving for over a week and some pretzels. Then he called me at 7 and said he was done, so I went back to get him. We got back probably around 7:30. When he got back he was acting a bit crazy from working 11 hours and he doesn't always eat like he's supposed to. So he and his mom got into an argument continued on from earlier and yesterday. He tried to get me in on it by saying when she's like that, can I cut in and stand up for him. I was too tired to deal with anything by then, so I said I'm going to the bed to 'read'. I went and didn't even finish a chapter, which is like 5 pages in this book. I'm pretty sure this all happened by 8. I was passed out good. So no shower or exercise. But the good news is this morning, I feel just an average amount of tired, like the amount of tired I was when I had to wake up early to go to high school. I feel confident about making it through to lunch, and I might even attempt to be social with people at work if I see them.