So i am getting discharged in 2 days and the hospital has set up a case worker with a specialised community team called the early intervention team. I met the case worker today she said the service is for young people who are experiencing some kind of psychosis. She said that i have to be honest about taking my meds and that if she thinks i am getting unwell she will send me back to the hospital she wants to see me again 3 days after i get discharged. I am scared the whole stupid reason i took the damn meds was so i wouldnt have to outside now they are going to check up on me. I have once again ruined everything.