Hi Rio,

I used to have that same thing. Its not things that have happened to you but just these scenes or something. My therapist said that they were manifestations of my mind working through things or trying to communicate something. Talking about them in therapy helped and now I hardly ever get them. Only once in a while do they pop up. Its a really horrible thing. Sometimes the dreams/scenes/whatever they are are horrendous. I thought the same thing about myself for most of my life - what a horrible person I most be to have these awful awful things in my mind.

wrenchergirl