Yahhh
I'm completely unable to carry conversations with people irl (don't get a lot of practice either) but online I'm 100% me, the real me, the one I'd like to be irl, and I can be outgoing and honest and think on the spot without getting anxious or uncomfortable. Text is so much more...natural, honest, safe. It's easy to open up in writing.
Well maybe not as much anymore, lately I've been just like real life me online. Mostly due to the fact I still turned out to be unimportant and expendable to the people I thought were (online) friends despite all that, makes me think it doesn't make a difference anyway. I could be online me in real life and it would all be for nothing.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯