Was in a really bad mixed episode. Becoming delusional. Went to this crisis hospital. It was really run down. Most of the nurses there were really mean. Only one pdoc. A whole bunch of stuff happened but one night I couldn't sleep and if I couldn't sleep I was allowed more Seroquel. I was waiting and waiting outside the nurses station. The nurses just ignored me. They didn't even have the door open but I could see them trough the window and they were just talking amongst themselves. I finally out of frustration started banging on the door. They knew I was there. They ignored me. So I banged louder. Finally a nurse opened the door and I had my hand on the top part and she slammed my finger in the door! It hurt really bad. I left that night against their advice. My family completely supported my decision bc so many other things that were really unethical had happened before that. I can't believe they are even allowed to operate.

The next day I had to go to the er bc I had no meds. The pdoc was really understanding tho and put me on a new regime. Anyway that was an awful experience...