It definitely isn't easy. I was only diagnosed back in May and I'm already switching pdocs because I just don't feel a connection with the one I've been seeing since February. Same thing goes for my t that I've been seeing for about the same amount of time. She has made some comments to me recently that have really made me question her as a t. She pretty much told me I was fat and needed to go to OA meetings. I'm like 'who the heck are you to judge and tell me what to do in that regard'? It just rubs me the wrong way when people talk about my weight.